Why Why Why..

Why why why..

I kept asking me why why why until now

why why why

You give me the hardest pain ever

And I kept asking whether me,

Can I stand back after fell down to the ground,

Can I face the reality You give me right now..

Why why why..

Oh, please..

Give me at least..something..something that can make me won't worry anymore..

I may be the saddest person right now

I may can't feel the happiness anymore

The reality that I wish it'd be a memory that can be forgotten forever

The reality that was painful so much that I can't barely breath when I knew it

I won't give up, yes I won't

But even if I don't give up, 

still..can I get the dream back?..

still..can I stand up back?

Oh Allah, please..please..

replace this with something that you certainly will make me feel happy back,

certainly that can make me chase my dream back,

Oh Allah, I really really bagging and wishing and hoping that you hear my voice, my pray inside my soul..help me Allah..

#nota diri sendiri : tidak mungkin Allah beri ujian yang tidak mungkin hamba itu tak boleh atasi..ujian Allah tanda Allah sayang.. may Allah bless me, bless you readers, bless all of us..Amiin

- open mind, open heart -